Druken state

bloodsteram laced with the levels of liquor...poppin a bottle worse than pullin a trigger..to my brain ..am i insane with the reality of being the same averge joe.. i dont know which way to go..my thought process movin kinda slow...im slump in a drunkin state..a piece of my soul is missing im in the sunkin place...smoking blunts back to back my thoughts start to proceed to the fast pace..feelin faded..in a drunkin state..i got the gift of vocabulary..im at peace with self but my thougts are kinda scary..i got the last laugh just wait and see..im starting to see them sweat..from just being being me..