Drowning in the pool of tears

They say love is all about sacrifices... but l guess I'm the only one to sacrifice.... My love for you made me go against who l am..... It made me in the pool of tears 😭....... The pain of a broken trust shutters my heart 💔... l made you,my first happiness in my dad moments.... I made my diary of expressions...... l didn't know, you'll change my language.... into something l can't explain..... Once took you as my shoulder to cry on... l didn't know you'll drop me on the ground...... Once known you for understanding me,but l guess since you've grown up,your love,care and feelings for me has faded into thin air...... I tried and still try to carry your cross....but l didn't notice that the pool l made was drowning me .... Thought we were meant to be,but .., Maybe your growth made a change in your heart...🥀😭💔