Drowning

Sometimes I feel like I am drowning, myself I want to be successful and still be more uncountable for my decisions in my future. I miss my past, I know I am not supposed to give up. But sometimes I want to stop trying and quiet. Sometimes feel like I am failing myself. Sometimes I feel like I am hurting myself or rushing myself. Sometimes it is hard to hurt yourself or others by your actions or words. Sometimes when these things happen I feel depressed and worried or, I panicked with pain in my chest.