drowning

Ever feel like you're drowning in the abyss of your mind? The rushing thoughts and slow descent into your handmade madness. The way the abyss swallows you with a quickness, when the pain becomes unimaginable and too much. You try your hardest to breathe, but it's all suffocating you slowly. Spiraling, around and around. Stuck in the cycle of ups and downs. Then one day you realize breathing has become easier for you. The darkness fades and you take in the fresh air of the up cycle. Then comes the mania. Learn to control it & use it to your advantage. Or ride the crazy train, that's a decision for you.