Drown in your tears

I am not writing lines I am writing a diary I know it sounds foolish to share it with the world But I rather not carry it alone. When the tears don't stop The water pools in the eyes When the muscles sprain And you risk to go blind. How I wish the world would stop So that I could take a break. No life isn't all about it It was suppose to be a positive year But the witching in life Was always there A month is it But why is it so long A month you say Dear, the journey's just begun. What's a route Where you don't drown in your tears Atleast once Just listen to your heart And see The butterflies there.