Drinking

There was a party yesterday we were drinking They were having fun while I was thinking They are the same type of drunk When I realised my heart sank They drink to feel more I drink not to feel at all Its like the world finally stopped My thoughts blocked The shadow that follows me gone And I forget that life goes on I can let myself go numb When I wake up I realise it was dumb The demons never really went away I just couldn't see them till the next day There were still watching from the corner Waiting for me to get sober But I'll do it again anyways Atleast for a short while my memory can erase