dream within in a dream part 2

honestly I couldn't even see anything anymore but you and your smile I still 2this day I adore.... ur more breath taking than the sunrise in front of us , I'm so lucky I have you to be in love with you and the 16 years of being best friends was all now that I can hood on to and cherish for now my dream girl my twin flame my souls soul mate has left this cold lonely earth but I am here to stay well untill my life is at its last days.... and death will have claimed my body... yet my soul I hope will wonder to you agian maybe it'll be in heaven where I cam love you of all of the days of eternity... you are my dream within a dream now that I am without you..... this lonely world sucked less with you by my side... I said just take my hand and help me understand why I can't figure out all of this that I'm no longer understanding existence... causes I'm a little fucked upppp baby , but that's okay cuz your a little messed up to.... and in this lonely world we live in sucked a Lil less with you but your not here nowwww and I look up to the moon do you hear my cry of love now while I just sing and look and see you.. it's as if your still here though I can feel you when I'm asleep at night.. every time I dream