dream within a dream

time seems to escape me , with all these memories is all I can now only see of you... back to 09 when life was good and we had always a great time to 2015&16 when life got somewhat complex and we both got mean... to almost 2 years later without each other to being around again every weekend to 2021 until the end of this summer we were with one another everyday , any way possible... you were next to me ... I knew you were safe than.. I love you now and even than, your wonderful and so beautiful as I held you close while I tried to ease your pain of your shakes and your come downs.... God I just wish I could take all the pain you felt and drown it all down... you were my lover and my best friend I thought we'd always be until the end... between our long nights or our simple little arguments that were just over dumb small fights or a simple misunderstanding between the two of us... God I prayed for you... how when we watches the sun rise together n I had you stay up 57 mins past the time we had looked up on Google for that morning for us to see the sun come up outta the sky as I held you in front of me I felt ur back places against me... in and out as you'd breath you were truly breathtaking...