Drained with dead love

With eyes locked onto yours, I felt just an overwhelming feeling as you seemed so distant. We talked and all I could think about was your voice that sounded so hoarse, that was the moment when I knew my heart broke an instant. I barely desired nothing but just spend some time with you, though you typically just wanted to leave while all I felt was eery and blue. As soon as your hands brushed onto mines, it was merely a cold dead infatuation. My head was blabbering me all negative signs, and it was all beyond doubt with just our deadpanned conversation.