Drained

I had to stop caring Because there is no bearing. When my feelings start searing. The voices I'm hearing inside this cage. They're constantly swearing in a rage. On the frontlines smearing each page. In the reserves comparing the price paid. The echoes of hell. Crawl through my mind. A ferocious spell. Gnaws at my insides. The shadows of the past. Entrap my heart. It's a banquet to last. Feasting in the dark. I'm running out of air inside of this bubble. Life isn't fair with all its troubles. My chest hurts and i can't breath, when I'm laying on the earth without knowing what I need. There's a parasite swimming inside of my blood. It's devoured me of all of life's love.