draft number 77

wash my face make sure it's done before 8 brush my teeth as I contemplate look in the mirror blink and think I can't be around people who don't appreciate what I've seen how deep I had sunk into the mud how peacefully I had slept in my own blood you told me that you want my love so tell me my black dove, did you ever care for my words? or did you just hunger for my curves they give me the wrong advice I choose tonight's vice. think twice before you come back, because you'll soon be aware of all that you lack