Down in a Hole

Down in a hole. Dirt falling all around me Each grain of sand that lands at my feet, is every tear drops wasted that I tried to keep. Everytime I close my eyes, the Earth darkens Nd swallows me from the inside. Lost in my thoughts, a coward to this rage. I regroup and try to turn the page ... -Do you know what it's like to dream? Do you know what it's like to love and let go? Trying to be strong and not let the feelings show. I pull myself to the lip of the edge, conscious of everything I've ever said. I'm not willing to fail again! Succumb to my night ares and down in this dirt pit this hell of a life ... How can I pull myself out?