Down a dark road again

The lights are out again, It is my sanity that I would like to attain. Everything seems to be hitting me like a hammer, My mind seems to be a scammer. In my head I hear the shattering of glass, My mind seems to be of a lower class. The hurt has come back, It is love that I lack. People have never understood me, I just want to be free. Free from all these thoughts in my brain, Am I that vain? My time has come, To stop feeling like scum. It is time for me to put myself first, And stop feeling like the worst. It is my sanity that is on the line, And that is all because you were never really mine. All the people you spoke to, And this I knew.