Doom

I've never been certain Of what I truly feel Whether I'm actually sad Happy, envious, angry or just full of pain and disappointment I blamed others, my hormones My parents, friends, partners, pet Even damned me, God I wished doom upon myself All my life ever since I was a child How unfair is that? When you should be living Thriving along with peers You're stuck knowing You're completely alone Maybe death would be kinder For someone who's never sure Of the present, past, future or reality Maybe doom is my truth © Melody