dont tell me im not allowed to

dont tell me im not allowed to die its not your choice it has never been your choice to tell me the path i should walk on these grounds of ash q soot where my world has burned i have nothing left and u may say but you have people who care about you and love u if that is so where were they on those days and nights i spent crying where were they when my tears dried and all i could do was stare at the wall where were those that love me so much they wish for me not to die but they gave me no reason to want to live this is my choice it always has been and the call of death draws me ever neer twords the place where most would fear but death is nothing to fear for all that waits for me there is peace i could finally let go so dont tell me im not allowed to die its like ur telling me i will never be free