Don't need anyone

Maybe I am too much independent I don't wanna share my emotions But still I am trying to reach out to you But I can't I have too much trust issues And I don't know how to heal all my wounds Sometimes I don't care or I care too much I am hurt either way But I am focusing on others if they got hurt or something I feel tired but I wanna fight I hit the rock bottom I don't know how to make it I cry every night And smile and laugh like nothing happened On every single day I want to be alone why I love loneliness too much? I know not It hurts I can't keep up I want to cry but, I never No one cares Then why would I