don't cry again

don't cry, don't cry, please don't cry not again, please don't cry my eyes look red in the mirror misery overflowing its way out of them. I feel empty and angry and hurt but the most hurtful thing is that is only me in this dark room with dim light only me, stabbing right at my heart with a non-pious knife. the littlest things makes me cry out loud and I seek for someone being the mortal witness of my beheading cause I can't feel like this all on my own I need someone... I need me I need to recover myself and get out of this pit of misery I can't keep going like this smiling to the crowds and crying my heart out when there isn't no one around.