Doesn't Count

Like she's off but not depressed I mean yeah she stays up late but she doesn't cut anymore and yeah she smokes cigarettes and she drinks her hidden vodka sometimes but it doesn't count if she isn't getting shitfaced Like she takes pills to make her brain right but she isn't gonna kill herself if she's not on them and she sneaks out and steals makeup from stores but she's not sneaking around to get used for her body She hates her weight but she isn't starving herself and she's incapable of throwing up Don't get me wrong the girl clearly has some sort of issue But it doesn't count if she isn't gonna go to the max