does your love hurt ?

I wish i could hear you're voice. Tonight i feel idk thinking about choice. The things i want and need. Worry as i plead and need. Your loves something i feed. Feed of and want more. A five hour distance and more. Im crying rn because i need you. As a man im ment to be strong. Tears are rollin. Thats wrong. Whatever happens in life. I want you. Your strong Why is it taking so long. For us to be together i know our love will be strong Fuck thinking about our time bottles and hammy and why. There must be a reason that keeps me high. But lately i feel your to good for me. You give me the world the chance to be free. To start a new life more than a dream chances of having a wife. I look around rn fuck my life. Dealin and being for others. If i break free either way im gonna be selfish or will i be free. I wonder what's gonna happen to me. Just promise that you forever will love me. Because forever more i always be in love with you.....