Does she know...

Does she know? That everyday in my bed I cry, Lately I've been having sleepless night I always want to run back to that time... When her face was the first thing I saw in the morning Her voice was the sound that sang me to sleep Her eyes were the only places I allowed myself to get lost in And embrace was where I'd rest Does she know? That everywhere I look I see her face, When I part my lips_ her name escapes She almost always crosses my brain And these feelings just don't fade Does she know? I take pills to numb the pain So that her memories don't haunt my head So that I keep myself in check I hate her absence I want the reasons she left me, I want to understand this, Maybe the pain will cease, Does she know? She's the only one I've ever loved The first one to break me apart And it's so hard to pick myself up.