Do You Know

Do you know, I listen to you speak even though its not very interesting Do you know, that when you pretend to hate me I feel like you actually do Do you know, that I go home and think about what I did wrong all day Do you know, I'm losing myself but Im trying to hold on to that one golden string Do you know, It's getting bad again and I have clipped my wings once more after months of growing them back Do you know, I can't cry because the tears of shame, anger, and sadness won't fall Do you know, that I am trying to find a purpose on this god forsaken world Do you know, I am staying because I'm scared of what will happen after my wings will be gone forever Do you know, I'm afraid to tell you to stop pretending to fight with me or I might fall into the despair of what you call hell And do you know, I've already been to hell and I'm starting to return to it DO YOU KNOW!?