Do You

do you know what it's like to watch your every fear come true right before your eyes? the feeling of no matter what you do or how hard you try no one seems to notice or care...it's you that's still left to die inside. it seems like no one cares about your feeling or the pain and hurt you hold inside. you eventually learn to pull yourself up mask the pain and wipe those tears to the side. it hurts knowing that everyone you though cared seems to be the very ones causing so much hurt. what did I do so wrong? where did I go wrong? all this do I really deserve? I'm not perfect never once did I claim to be. I just wish for once in my life someone would actually care about me and my well being. I suppose that's too much to ask for. you all have my heart and my life what do I have left? a belated and broken body and a soul that's torn