Do without

Nothing in my hands Hollow veins Dry mouth Bloodshot eyes I have no worth Can't cling to anything It's bleeding out Can I do without My own identity If my love Always burns into loathing Can I do without Even if I crave you My affection cannot hold My grip on who I am Slips so quickly When I try to change this demon I reflected in the mirror I seem to lose Who cares for me Why can't you do without The hideousness of my being Let me form a few new things Don't run away I'll dwell on the echoes If I linger upon our love I'll pin the blame on you And then what I used to feel Clouds over in the rage And I can't do without my own identity But I can't do without You