do I trust

he's giving me no reason to doubt you. I tell you I trust you and I Believe in Us. but then I see the Shadows from my past creeping in and challenging my mind. I know she's your best friend from childhood. but my past mind makes me want to question everything. I feel like I'm being torn apart because I know you love me and your faithful. and it's not fair for my past is condemning you to ruin us