dissolved

hi there, it's me again. My heart is heavy, and my mind races. i truly am tired. Everything is broken, and i can't fix any of it this time. im not sure how to move forward. i think the world has won, tbh I've been fighting this losing battle from i was a child. I've always been a failure at everything and everything always failed relationships,jobs, cars, friendships, businesses, maybe its time i gave up on it all and just truly disappeared into the drakness ive been running from and maybe finally i wont be such a burden to others as my final act i will truly leave. I enjoyed writing with you all take care yours sincerely THE POETIC-MECHANIC