Dismantling

I stand though I fall I give my everything, though I have nothing at all I look back at the debris of a once whole heart Looking back is when I truly fall apart Could I say more or do more to show my emotion Or is it that I was meant to drown in your ocean Is there meaning to all that has been and said Or will I carry this sorrow till I drop dead Will it all make sense in time Or will time multiple the pain I feel in wanting you to be mine Am I talking to my heart again from my mind Is this just all a dream of a man gone blind Carry on I will through all the dusks and dawns Till my body has let out all that my heart mourns