dire need to know

the day these words you spoke befallen to my ears kindled precarious thoughts, still today stirred as I thought my feelings were carved in a stone the thought of you pester and creates a crack through my walls ive then endlessly pondered what could've pulled you to me how such a woeful being piqued a pair of eyes why your heart decided it has been captivated helplessly and when could have I ever kindle a fleeting feeling to life? desperation fills me up each and every moment compelled and baffled by your so strange confession please, I cannot afford to be lead on any further please, please, fill up my query of wherefores