Dilemma

Trying hard to let it all out seeking comfort in his bossom trying to understand if everything is fine they will look from afar not being able to comprehend whats behind the smiles because there is no avenue for the evaporation of that hurt life is not meant to be lived alone but I'm constantly searching for the ones who I'm to live it with i am not so sure about the title dilemma i am just putting down my thought i needed to let it all out one way or another by hook, line and sinker