Different

I want to be better than how I used to be. I miss all the big things and the small things we use to do together. No old school, everything new for me. I want to go on a school date, I want a real date. I want to remember and celebrate the important things and not just holidays. Sometimes it is hard to look back because it is not easy without these things in life. Not everything is the same, some things are different than others.