Different

Everyone is normal except for me I feel things no one else is feeling and it's just me it's just me who wants people to notice me there's a difference between attention seeking and a fear of being left out I want to talk and have fun too I'm just lonely and no one notices that side even if they do, they just ignore it - because it's hard to believe after- seeing me smile really wide I'm good at pretending to be happy laughing loud, because as I said I feel things everyone else don't feel I meant, I feel joy and misery just like that and it doesn't mean my feelings lack value because all this adds depth of being human it's a part of me and I don't know if I have to call it a blessing or a curse.