Difference

As a child I have seen everything different. Now I wonder what has really happened. Were things really other? Or I was just simply younger? Things have changed, That's what I feel. Am I wrong? Or is this a personal deal? The colors are gone now, all is dark. Will they come back, or am I broken forever? Does happiness ever come back? I feel the darkness will devour. Am I broken forever? Will I feel better? Should I hope? Can I love?