DIE NOW

WHAT IF I DIE NOW? HOW WOULD THE THINGS AROUND ME LOOK LIKE, WOULD THE FIRST PERSON SEEING ME WANNA CRY, WILL THEY BURY ME AFTER FEW HOURS OR WAIT FOR THEM TO COME? WILL MY BODY STINK AND PEOPLE AROUND ME BECOME NUMB IF MY SOUL COULD TOUCH THEM WHOM DO I WANT TO TOUCH? WOULD I BE ABLE TO KNOW WHO IS SAD AND HOW MUCH HOW MANY DAYS WILL THEY TAKE TO FORGET ME ARE YOU FEELING IT, DID YOU GET ME? WHATS THE POINT LOVING THEM THIS MUCH IF THIS THE END AND THINGS HAPPEN AS SUCH, THE END, THE UNKNOWN IS SCARY WHO WILL BE THE FIRST ONE TO CARRY HOW WOULD I ASK THEM TO "PARDON ME"OF MY DEEDS WAS I THE ONE ANYONE NEEDS IF I DIE AT NIGHT, WILL THEY BE LATE FOR THE NEXT MORNING AS THIER WILL BE NO ME IN THE NEXT MORNING, WOULD THEY CARE? AH! HELL NO, LIFE ISN'T FAIR WOULD THEY CRY FOR SHOW AND WHAT IF I DIE TOMMOROW?