did you really care?

how you could have stayed near near or far you didint realy care as long as you felt me there a dad should be there I say a dad should be there I pray but look around and yet there's no one there did you realy care? or was it just a thing to say just a thing to keep me in youer care but now I'm older and you stand up there but how I needed you how I cared how I cryed for my daddy to feel the same way about I.