did you cry?...

Everytime we'd fight a small piece of me would die you never noticed because I would keep it inside but I saw how you looked at her and the way she made you laugh god for a second maybe I thought you would look at me like that but you didn't and you won't it's a feeling I have to let go and I already know that you're not that interested in me so when you laughed at me it hurt but I didn't cry my tears are all used and I don't have any more for you my tears have been used on my trauma on my past so I won't cry anymore because my family says it makes me weak and gives you control so next time you ask "did you cry?" I'll ask "why?" why do you ask, why do you care if these tears are from you would you take responsibility? I didn't think so next time you ask I didn't cry