DID I JUST LOSE MY FIRE?

Since I was young, you were always in my dream,  At the center, where I'm struck by a beam.  Ears covered—there’s applause and endless scream,  Hands held tight as I bow for what I achieved with the team.  Suddenly, a splash of water runs through my vein,  Starting from my feet, rising up to my brain.  Is it sweat, tears, or droplets from the rain?  Or is this what I feared—the end of my reign?  So confused, I hear voices, a crowd like a choir.  They’re trying to inspire me; to ignite me is their desire.  But I feel there's no one I want to admire,  And then I realize—did I just lose my fire?