did i deserve it?

you dont deserve my love anymore all this time i thought i dont deserve you tho but then today i finally saw sense saw your dry text and i can tell that you never really loved me that you are freaking people pleaser and all this time i was thinking that you did cuz i never read between the lines and thought deeper and now i am broken inside trying so hard not to cry trying ti fight the war going on in my mind but i just cant cuz right now im falling apart ever since i got to know that i didnt stand a chance.