Dichotomie'sDuplicity

I went to bed sad and woke up happy. I ate lunch in the hour and wanted to die. I ate dinner tonight and wanted to cry. made love today and wanted to live. faced reality this second and s*** I wish I wasn't sober. it's insanity. delusional preposterous they say to even question and fathom the whole existence in one breath.. still doesn't change the mood I'm in and my stress.