Diary of a mad woman

I try to quite my soul when things go wrong , however it seems it's more mind over matter then anything. Nothing seems to work especially this point of my life , I cry , I scream in my head but I want to scream out loud to the world! Fuck off every one ! But I compose myself and swallow my feelings , but I ask myself, how much longer can you do this before you go completely mad ? I hope I never end up in the physc ward only to be known as the mad woman!