Diary of a Mad Man

Break me over and over again! break me and reshape me until I am worthy of love, kindness, and peace! break me until I can't be broken anymore. I have done too much and haven't suffered enough. Sins on sins that I have yet to be forgiven for... The gifts I give are not enough! Break me until I can be the peace and thread to keep those I love near! Break me so I can no longer be a failure to those I cherish! I am not enough yet... I will accept no less than first place. Teach me the ways of life. Force me to understand what I don't. It's not enough! I am not enough! I need more pain and more hurt until I am perfect. Break me so that I can be more gentle. Break me so that I can know the feeling of a dog! In order to become a better human than those I have met ! I want to cry and feel the feeling of all the emotions that are offered to me... So I can finally say I understand. So that I can say we as humans can get through life together. Break me but let me keep my mind. A mad man I am but only so I can be the peace the spirit of hope for a new age. Break me and reshape me please.