Diary 5

Do you miss me like I miss you? I think of you like a lingering scent Always there. Always like the flu I write sickening love letters in hopes Like some fanboy love tropes Like, My love I miss you I wished I saw your eyes shimmer again I still have your pen the one you gave when you said f you Or maybe. I wish you were here darling Or am I being startling? Either way I have your hoodie. I chock myself in it Wrapping myself in "should he" and "could he" I hope it's not forbidden I'll burn this letter like you burnt me As the flames rise. I'll see you in the ash Cause if I go now, you go down with me I'll leave you be with a big ol' smash