Diary 1

I left my nest to soon I saw a glimpse of what could've been and now I'm crying to the moon Screaming and yearning Like "why can't I have my kin?" I fell in love with a guy Face down and loving aloud Just someone I could tell mine Multiple months of moons later and I just wish I could've been better Leaving deep cuts and sick burns Covering me in marks like constellations Tearing at his mire mention Why can't it ever be my turn? And now I fell in love again Will this be dejà vu? I dont think I can defend And I don't offend my friend "I just hope I can be true to you" I say with my tougue shaking Bending and regretting Regretting ever speaking aloud Regretting ever uttering my mouth Regretting ever laying it in his mouth