Devastating despair

I was in the woods staring at the trees feeling the wind on my back watching the clouds soar above me their gray their in pain their staring back at me so randomly afraid. nothing but trees, that's all I see, all I'm willing to see. I hear a voice. I feel the leaves crackle against her feet. She smiles back at me, her brown hair glistening across the darkness. I see everything. I stared at her watching her feet hover against the ground as she pierced through the woods standing in front of me withered like a fallen angel blood dripped from her legs to her feet she broke brightness against her body darkness shivering across the breeze attacking her like a disease. She collapses. I grab her body, pick her up and put her on her feet/ we walk through the woods thoroughly seeing if we could see what we were supposed to see but nothing ever appears and we're just walking aimlessly yet I still feel a feeling so free your grabbing my hand I look back at you. You smile so bright my heart beats slowly/ I can hear the way I breathe what a special thing you've done to me making me feel this way, feel so at peace. I feel every touch of you as I lay looking at your compelling brown eyes.