destructive confusion

im not really suposed to be telling you this, but i dont want you to think im perfect. im not perfect, farther more i have not acted as perfect, i've only acted on the best of my abilitys as far as im concerned. ive understood based off past references that , some particular thoughts of (hard head) revenge havent been worth occupying. there-fore my prioritys became as a double eged sword. every move i took to overcome someone rather then somthing gave me worst results on past rep." confusion: "what are you saying?, your supposed to allow people to know you kevon! your no better then anybody!!" kevon: (um i know that duh) ...."right"! confusion: " have you not comprehend that yet? ,OMG your too young, you have alot of growing to do. when you go through more in life then youll understand." kevon: "(..right!)..basically all im saying is im admiting i"ve never gave my self time to appreciate destructive critism and use it constructively confusion: "How could you even think that?, see this is why you go through thing because you dont listen." kevon: "ok!.... well then what is it that you want me to agree with you on?" confusion: "that you dont know, you havent seen! kevon: "seen what?" confusion!