Despairing Obsession

In love's cruel grip, my heart's entwined, A twisted dance, a bond maligned. I yearn for you, all to myself, A yearning deep, like secrets kept on a shelf. I want your moments, I crave your time, In the realm of obsession, I'm locked in this rhyme. To hold you close, to never let you go, The fear of losing, the torment I know. But in the shadows, I hide my pain, A silent sacrifice, a secret's bane. I punish myself, in disgust and despair, As my love's darkness, I silently bear. A brilliant facade, I wear a mask, A twisted love, a haunting task. Obsession, possession, a fear that's stark, In this twisted dance, we're both in the dark. In the shadows, I'll whisper your name, A love that's twisted, an eternal flame. My heart's captive, a prisoner to fear, Yearning for a love that's not too clear. it isn't your fault..but who is to blame? if not myself? When we're both the same. pushing through the neverending pain, I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.