Desolve desires

When I knock again and again Beg for relif of all my pains Where are you O loard of grain We're you present at that plane A little desire of bleeding heart Only a thing I want to gain,, How long I try and try Much a times I makes me cry; How stupid I am! can't solve , And all my desires being dissolve When ark of ambitions stand at shore It came blank, nothing in store mount of time hit ark as it', drown in deep and desire were gone, ____Hira Naeem