Desires of Hope

Where to go from here? Running on a railroad Of the never ending cycle The cycle of Chaos Up to the cloud Up to Cloud 9 Does this define Is that just fine? What to do from here Say many questions never any answers Suffocating unable to grasp What is this hope that everyone desires? I just want to be me Even if that is full of insanity I truly plea with the Lord indeed Striving to fight the blade Fighting the flame For the devour is near Shall this be what Fate has destined me Shall I rip from my bearings of the chain Falling to darkness Seeking something that is right Within this light Shall one find this hope Calling to the Lord indeed That is what is meant to be In my Dua to Allah  I seek serenity away from the chaos of confusion God grant me the serenity To accept the things I cannot change And surely shall he grant me the courage to overcome my desires Striving on Through the cycle of Chaos To find the path to serenity To bring hope to the heart and soul Let It Be within this world of insanity Hope today so tomorrow does not fade away