Deserve better

Im so sorry, little boy. I have ruined your life. With my stupid move. It Makes it me impossible to do anything for you. And I'm even somewhere where you can't even see me. You can't even be with me, your ment, to be my fur son. Yet I did a stupid thing, and I'm so sorry. You deserve more, but I don't know what to do. I dont want to say goodbye to you because I still love you. But I did this stupid thing only seen you once. And now I'm leaving you lonely because of that I feel. I feel you deserve better we see what time does. But maybe you need another pet parent. I have said this before but now I feel I mean it. Just there be pain leting you go and I don't want that pain. Not now when I have physical pain instead. I just don't want this for you you do deserve better.