depression under the cracks

darkness spiraling underneath your skin Yet no one seems to understand because you have a "smile" even the closest friends and family may not see what's underneath the cracks of what seems to be pure.. joy? pitch black sea, drowning to what seems like a bottomless pit, but the air is yet so thin words cutting deep.. so toxic yet so broken like the words have become something .. vile laughs behind silent cries that seem impossible to notice from first glance emotioms twirl, winds pick up.. and start to spin as your head races with thoughts that dare to break the very wall you wanted to prevent from happening again medication runs through your throat as it takes control of the hidden rush of emotions as bottling everything till it overflows yet always obligated to try to hide what most don't see, .. so much devotion depression isn't always noticeable, but the behavior can hint just how hard and tough it can be.. even if tears run down fast and burn, you try to keep quiet thoughts run fast, and you doubt what's around you always remember.. it's may not be noticeable, but anyone can have depression under the hidden cracks