Depression Sucks

Why do I feel this way, I feel like this everyday, Depression swells over me, Like Dark, and heavy waves, ~~~~ק×~~~~ Im crushed, I feel rushed, I hold onto the dark, So much, I don't give a fuck, I'm stuck, ~~~~ק×~~~~ In my emotions, Ever changing like the Tides of the ocean, Should I take meds, Or do I need a potion, My feelings are a dark motion, ~~~~ק×~~~~ I'm lonely, I can't hold on, I'm looking for a way, To stay strong, This could take forever, But if I give up, I could very well be wrong, ~~~~ק×~~~~ Look at me, And you will see, The depression, Eating away, At my dreams, ~~~~ק×~~~~ The feeling of being down, Has an extremely loud sound, I obviously know, But this is what I found, That if it wasn't for poetry, I'd be six feet into the ground, ~~~~ק×~~~~ Because I'm strong, I've been fighting it all along, It's like playing the same song, ~~~~ק×~~~~ But depression sucks, And my life really matters, I would never end it, But my feelings are in tatters, As the depression shatters