DEPRESSION

Sincerely I am drained, I am chronically down and this is looking insane. I kept fighting from sinking,sobbing and crying and giving vent,but this is not just a plain thinking. It's fear and depression that makes me look emotional, This is more than just a chronic hurting,but how can I deliver myself from this pain practitioner, Its hurt my body and soul, Even in the realm of human am not even functional. Why do I feel am a prisoner of the past, Everytime am always tempted to react, No,this is not who I am, I guess there is a pain in my heart. I try to show how exhausted I am, But no one is listening to me, So why should I raise an alarm. I think am losing myself, Going through alots in the world of pains and troubles,this is a struggle am fighting,I am in a total despair. I know I might get ignore, I want to rest,slow down,and take a deep breath,how I wish someone might say its enough. I wish I can clear loneliness and make depression disappear. This is depression,no amount of words can describe how big it's mention.